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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Whee. . i wore a pink tee today. Kinda into pink.

Was so tired today that i couldnt stop blabbering nonsense. Non-stop-hits of rubbish from me. Erm. . well it wasnt totally a good day. i duno y.

Met Serge ytd. Went Wala Wala in holland V, had a couple of Carlsberg n marinara pizza~ whee! There's life band performing, first was a solo singer, i caught sight of him when i was climbing up the stairs, i tot he look pretty young and ah-bengish. Oh wtf~ hu knows he's performing! His guitar was good, his voice was not bad but yucks, he had this stupid curling tongue shit tat gets on my nerves. A funny accent, like totally unatural. Its yucky anyway. I thot its just the first song, but hell no, he went on with tat shit for the rest of the songs he performed. urg. . . Then came the next grp of performers, they're the 'unxpected' . Its a real Band. The drummer was one of the top 50 bachelors but he can't sing =X, maybe coz he's singing my favourite song not well enuff - Wake me up when september ends by Green day. its blue day today. Pink too. Outta pt, ok u see y i am crappy today. Back to the band. Wow, i spoke to the lead singer b4 she went on stage. She's Serge's fren, came over to our table n i shook her hand! oh yeah, its a girl tats lead singing. Her name's Shirleen. Didnt realli bother until Serge told mi she's a singer and i still didn't bother much til i realli HEAR HER. God damn it. She's got like the best voice in the world. She could do love songs, rock, pop, oldies etc. . basically all kinds. I was astonished. Kao. she's got str8 act-cute fringe tats not veri appealing to me but her voice+guitar alone makes mi wanna turn lesbian and fall for her. Kao. street 1312, go check it out. Minimum age to enter is 19. :) i hear her sing for the rest of the night and couldnt bother more abt the surrounding n stuff. hai. -Faints- Went home at 1am , stil sober but tipsy a lil. i like! the feeling's good. heee... Serge's bday on 24th, he has a fren same as me. :) Yay! he promised to make mi drunk on his bday weekend celebration- coz i have NEVER been. =X Shall look forward to tat. hah.

Wat shall i do on my 19th bday?
Wat pple do on their bday? tell me, coz i dun wanna do the same. haha it'll suck. =P i wanna like electricute or chop or burn somebody on my day, so it'll b memorably unforgettable. :) Or do smth like going to the library and read all the stephen king's book til 9pm when they close. whee. then anybody who wants to see me shall come join me n read! Or. . . mm.. go malaysia alone, and do shopping! Wow! awesome! Oh oh oh... maybe i should listen to blink 182 all day and eat chocolates- heavenly! I feel like plucking strawberries on my bday. Oh. . . should i buy myself 13 presents within 13 hours at 13 places with $13? crap. $1313 maybe i like. oh maybe i shall celebrate my bday for 13 days, so we got the pre-peiyebday-celebration,actual peiye-celebration and post-peiyebday-celeb. Whee~ crazy. Dream on, do watever u like, as long as u're happi. Ok just give mi money, i will be. Hah! I wanna see sexy vege on my bday! go for billiard! watever. its stil quite some time away. i haven even complete this fugged up ITP.

ITP. .. hrrrmmm... i didnt had enuff rest, therefore was rather sleepy and did a whole morning of redundant stuff. Worked harder in the noon. :) was blink 182-ing all day. MAn. the lack of sleep was so bad tat can feel this strain between my eyebrows as if i'm frowning every minute. i had this terrible feeling all the way til night @ sku for skating. Man. exhausting fortnight. I'm going crazy, tho i always were, today's bad. it just felt so. Oh ya! i had stupid menstrual cramps~ almost die on my tummy. (hmm how is sm1 be able to do tat- die on tummy) watever. i dun make sense. Hmm.. then then. go sku, i cant push myself to like use more strength to do almost anything. not even climbing stairs to get birdhouse n skate. no man... the shell/hump (laptop) i was carrying has drained all my energy from Jalan Bukit Merah to Dover. Went bball court slack, mood stil kinda argh. like everything will gets on my nerves anytime. Like i wanna grab anyone b4 me or standing in my way to punch. haha. Oh~ then the security guard irritated me. i said i had no time to book the court in advance and ask him on the lights so i go request for a last minute on-the-light-pls attempt. The blardie asshole said smth tat offended my 'no time ness'. i was tired, i couldnt settle the skate club! and he blames me, so i almost flared at him. LUCKILY, b4 i yell, he say "ok, i go over later when another guard come take over my duty." Crap shit. Ask him to go home drink sour milk man. He always have complaints concerning our club. Fug him.

Then spanky hanged ard with me. I dun feel shit, too tired to bother. Then krazeric came! And i feel so awkward. Cant b bothered with my queer feeling... wenta do crazy things like playing hockey on skate shoes with 7 who's on skates. haha. i ran! then i do a lil ollie. i suck tho. Losing the feel of it alr. My vein on the right leg wouldnt heal. :( Haiya. dun feel like talkin abt the rest. End trg, awkwardification stil exist, bid spanky good bye without the hug. :/ felt as if smth was amiss. He owed mi one and return onli when i get home, hehe an online hug, and tat actually made mi feel better. Oh meanwhile i was still feeling shitty, tats when i missed mosiactiles! Wheee... i cant wait for china to haf a riot or shit so he has no choice but to return. haha. Make him join mi in this sucky country. :P erm. then we decided to haf dinner tgt. Daryl, Ian and Jason skate to clementi, krazeric acc me by bus, i duno wth for, he brought his skates, oh well, then he still talk in his irrinoying version of language. He told mi tat they're going MOS tmr coz NAdia's fren works there n could smuggle at most 6 peeps, use fingernails n count! IAn(his bday on sun), Jason, Nad, Daryl, krazeric n Eric. Eric will go for sure, i believe. YEah it feels weird without myself but i dun wanna b there and i cant be. So. . . fark it! Main pt was, he name me 6 peeps alr, and he asked if i wanna go. -.- Like duh!!! i repeat the irony and he smile n duno wat to say but made up by saying "i duno ma. . ." argh." ok its the grudges thing again. prolly i shall just shuddup. erm. then. . . home, he took mrt with Ian surprisingly. watever it is. go go go ahead. i farking dun care!

I took my Chivas home from skool. hehe. . for tmr's special day. I'm gonna haf a good time with dearest street 1312 at k box and ECP and str8 to the not so amazing 'amazing race'. Erm, oh tats when the problem came. Spanky kinda insist on going when he wasnt even invite coz its sucha special day among the aliens and one human's presence might just spoil it all. Yeah. i get it. . . just duno how to turn him off initially coz he took off on sunday. Well, then just say it str8 and street 1312 claimed he's "Self Centered". Yeah, this is so true. i seemed like i nv used this word in my life, it was introduced to me today and i found out many of my frens are lidat! Jiayi, sexy, spanky, Eric Seah, not the 2 erics, the 3rd one i knew. Erm. . . a couple of them. These pple tend to want attention and as a bo liao person, i am always there. = Always. Thats how me and those weirdass pple hu couldnt get along with anybody else, got along SO well with me. Worse part is, they cant get along with one another, so when my self centered fren A meets self centered fren B, shit happens.its magical, i duno how i do it, but honestly, i'm sick of it. coz these peeps gets on my nerves at times too, they just want everythin to themselves that make mi wanna. . . erm.. . wanna wat? wanna. . . ( i ran outta words? ) wanna. . .fug em and hope they die of horrible death and tell em they're a stupid piece of shit! haha i got tat from blinky 182. =X no la. . just tat when they piss me off, i will not bother to try not get affected. Wth for right, its just a waste of. . . of... everything, my time, my saliva, my nutrients, my energy, my strength, my brain juice, my chocolates, my cuteness. (wth?) oh yay. next topic pls. i'm side tracking again.

erm. .wat to say?
SAmuel is sad.
Yan got me smth in china :)
Cousin got mi help her with drinks on her bday.
God bro gave mi stupid msn nicks like "i am lo mai gai" wtf?
Mum sleep early.
Wat else? i duno.
My blog suck big time! help with with this skinny skin skin!
The song's cocky too. so slow that it gets on my nerves.
Or maybe i'm feeling f up now tats y every things seems as f up as me. =X hah.

oh i can't stop thinking abt this joke Kami mention when we were at his place. haha.
u all know russell peter yeah? He had this famous verse of the hong kong kid saying : "ur mother is so fat; that when she jump for joy, she got stucked." haha. . kami's got better ones. " your mother is so fat, that when she jumps into the pool; the pool says Ouch." haha oh and i like this best. "ur mother is so fat; that when she climb a tree, the tree climb her." WAHAHAHAHA. crap. but i like!

Well, conclusion is.
The onli thing in life thats constant is Change.

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