RAPEMYSKIN <3
Saturday, April 08, 2006

sad and demoralising day; makes mi wanna just gif up on the bloody ball.

tired! mom asked if i wanna eat when i reach home from exhausting bball trg, i rejected the offer and wenta bathe which then i overheard her telling aunt on the phone that she warmed the food up and i dun wanna eat.
This is the feeling i fking hate most.
Guilt aka emotional blackmail.
For mummy, i forced myself on her dinner, leaving it infront of the com now, not touching.
Well, but for friends, i will wanna slap that somebody.
I dun like to empathize pple who want things their own way without considering my unwillingness.

Supervisor says i haf high EQ ytd and he think its good.
Pui! I dun wan it, it gives me problem to feel properly.
Everyone b4 tournaments and submissions and deadlines and exams panic, except me.
I duno if i'm ignorant or the EQ nonsense.
But i often dun gif a shit abt anything.
Not healthy! i want to feel! i am human!

fark today! and every other fking day! yay!

11:26 PM;

Le Voisine
ME
Peiye aka Wendy
19: 26/04/1987
Singapore Polytechnic

Groove
PLUS!
+ Chocolates
+ Money
+ MUSE
+ Skate
+ Basketball
+ Laughter
+ Piercings
+ Architecture

MINUS.
- Fat
- Worms
- Teevee
- Sleep
- Rainy days to skate
- Injuries (esp shin n left forearm)
- Emotional Blackmail
- love

Free List.
.foldable chair
.carton of 500ml 7-up
.lotsa Coke
.chocolates forever
.candies
.Amsterdam Maximator(s) n heineken
.Table Lamp
.Apple and sch's Mouse
.A3 paper(s)
.Apple Cranberry juice
.xmas teddy
.Stationery
.Chales and Keith Heels
.Converse high cut canvas shoe
.Ripcurl slippers
.Miphosis tank top
.MAke up
.Two way,Falling coconuts,mac,13 sign.
.Stickers
.Marsh Mallow Cushion
.Prata(s)
.Phones
.Ribbons
.Acrylic Paint(s)
.Brushes
.Erasers
.Hair wax
.hair dye
.Salt
.Sushi
.Movies
.Ice cream
.Hot dog in spaghetti sauce
.Spray Paint
.Magazines
.Chivas 12yrs
.Malibu
.Vouchers
.candles
.soap
.Rice Crackers
list goes on...

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