dead bored. being away from home for so long tat time passes like a snail when i'm home. Gives me the urge to blog 360 times a day. Fark man. Bright awake at 5am in the morn, suck. Was friendster-hopping. Seeing pple with 285 testimonials n stuff. I had onli 50+ frens and maybe less than a handful of testimonials. Reminds me of the times b4 i lose the previous account. The times when i was seem as the 'sociable;cheerful; funny;funky; cute;bubbly;hee hee haa haa; know many peeps blah blah' girl. That peiye seem dead now. What makes a person having this drastic change in character? I had lotsa buddies, close frens, yet now i avoid having them, wanna b alone, dun seem to realli talk to many pple or maybe i dun even bother initiating. Plain lazy, or more. I dun even bother less abt my past, i gave up memories of that nice person i vaguely remembered i once were to new pple i meet. st 1312 suggest me to not meet sexy, claiming that the time could b used to meet pple i want to meet. Oh well, that triggered me to think of who i want to meet. myself astonished. i can't particularly think of a few like i used to. Onli Qin came to my mind. Wat abt the rest? I used to think of Fred, Val, Daryl, i duno. . . like quite a few. Smth had struck me with this brain-deadness. As if i suffered from overloaded amount of stress; asphyxiated and gone schizophrenic or smth. Feels funny. hmm. . ... . . . . all i could feel now is. . . some holes (or plague to b more precise) in my teeth. .. .
and maybe a feeling of. . .
of missing someone.

Oei
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