she's not gonna c this. but i miss her like the sun going round the earth. :(

i am quite moody now.
maybe the menses.
maybe ytd.
maybe school.
maybe mom.
maybe cash.
maybe music.
or maybe just one of the days when mood swing just hits me.

c, this is wat happen when i stop avoiding jy. i met her ytd with ky n javi.
yes, she's my close fren, but she couldn't stop bringing me misery rather than joy like all frens does. i am sick of this fren of mine. she made me feel pathetic.i wan to kill myself for her man. She cry like a tap. she make big fusses abt puny things. she over react. she's sensitive. i know she's realli sweet, she shower me with gifts for no reasons but i'm more like a "pls-leave-me-alone" kinda person. i am mean to say these but i am nice to a certain extent if u were to compare the rest of the people around her. or maybe i'd onli c her differently one day when she leaves me. Ya. human nature to take things for granted.

Congrats to Italy ar. Buffon's the hero. :) Barthez kiss my ass.

mom. i feel bad each time she nags- i am not angry at her, i cant be, she's right.
Coz i am realli outrageous as a student.
i wasn't home between 12-6am most of the time n worries mom.
I dun see family home most of the time and i dun even bother to stay home n accompany mom when she's home.
I attempt to skip school for sleep a couple of times.
I spend hard-earn wages of sis's on unneccessary stuff.
despite of all the stupid doings,I am doing rather bad in my school work.
Despite of doing bad in school work, i can still take 2 curriculum activities.
Despite of taking 2 CCA,i am still in-charge of one, meaning i need more time to manage it.

I am looking a someone who could save me from my mischief.
Those were just simple things and yet i fail to achieve em. It's not like wanting me to be the top student, she didnt even stress me about going to university and stuff like tat.
I am just disappointed in myself.

:(

Oei
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