woke up feeling terrible.

Submission's over.
But i aint feeling any better.

i was too tired to shut off anything, even a burning candle.
no la, it didnt burnt my house down.
The wax overflowed, spill on the holder but its too much for the holder to hold, itoverflowed again and formed some fountain looking structure. Beautiful~ but quite a mess to clear up. x_x

Sore throat on his way to meet me.
Eye bags came to visit me almost everyday.
the eye lumpy thing should b coming too.
one of those times u knew u're falling ill.

Mailbox received 2 identical letters ytd, one to my dad, on to myself.
Letter reads :
Dear Sir/Madam

FAILURE TO MEET ATTENDANCE REQUIREMENT UNDER THE EXAMINATION RULES

This is to inform you that, for the module(s) listed below, your attendance in class during the semester did not meet the minimum requirement as set out in the Singapore Polytechnic examination rules.

The examinations Board had therefore decided that, for this semester, you will be given only a Pass(P) or Fail(F) grade in the following module(s):

ADS and ES

GREAT.
Eric saw the letter say 'attendance warning' when i open, he says "oh this one serious case, i never receive b4" haha. i am the champion.

Oh not the letter alone makes me the winner. I haven told u, did i?
I handing in my work later. no not 5 mins, not an hour, 3 days. Bcoz of the extremely late submission i was not allowed to present, of coz late comers no presentation but not even silent crit. I am handing in for nothing. excellent!

oh well, f**k it for now. i dun give a damn anymore. My fate's destined, either i stay or i go.

Jiayi's tempremental recently, cry ; laugh; cry; laugh.
i duno how to handle her anymore.
she want die; let her die la- i'm too tired to bother.

dayah texted me ytd: "wat do couples do one wednesday afternoon?"
Haha. i replied " Roam around town and get a tattoo done tgt."
haha, i had the best reply i think. Her frens ask her go zoo, sleep, xbox, pool, home.

I want a tattoo too!

Today is the day :)
i'm rather sorry about the tournament but i guess they can play better without me. so bye bye!

shopping later but i don't wanna bring stuff to the concert; window shop will do. :)

wendy wants to colour her hair black.

Marilyn sings "nothing's gonna change the world~ nothing~ gonna change~~ the world~"
My vicious cycle is back.
Yucks. i realli hate myself. cannot help myself anymore, i deserve to die.

i think i dun love myself anymore.

Oei
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