Andy sang me this song last wed night on stage.
we went Room Full of Blues.
He plays pretty well. *claps claps*
Knock off and he's trying out his luck like all the other days for the past weeks.
I insist on not going out coz i have stuff to do ( i really do).
So finally i am free, i'd like a breather too.
He thot its a miracle coz i never wanna go.
he thinks its a miracle i didnt smoke too.
erm.
i really don't need to unless i wanna stay awake, tats all.
nobody believe.

i read an article of a girl with fully tattooed body being drug addict but her grades in uni(mind me, uni hor) were like top-knotch. Cool sia. She can like discipline herself to finish sch work before doing drugs. i wonder if stories are to entertain pple or there r such idiots who exist. It's inspiring though. not the pills, her outlook + grades. they didnt show picture but i can visualise it in my head.

i start thinking alot abt going for tattoo artist lately. Its not for career, just want a lil exposure to it, go under apprenticeship (duno wat word) and happy happy.
Like have so many things i wanna do now, duno which to fulfil first. My list is on-going never-ending. Who is good at career planning? help me.

feel ill abit on thurs night, fri diarrhoea + some really f^ stomach.
But pple on planet earth happens to b alive, so i went out. Drank beer on wed, cordon bleu on thur, beer again on fri, eric's family went HK, maybe going his place drink again tonight, GG. Stomach dun spoil is fake one. Lucky i ate all sorts of medication i can find and i am well enuff for work today.

Wow, i took like over $100 worth of cab since 21st jan i think. =S
i oso scared looking at the way i spend. can go n die.

i bought a sexy DKNY watch at $156 wasting $16 just bcoz i cant wait. smart uh.
but its beau-ti-ful baby! lovesss. :D
At least it kept me alive, having something nice with me most of the time. Everything else is not of much importance alr.

Ya..no skate, no basketball, no school, no nothing. Getting fatter lo! even though i got along really well with subway pple, the vegetables hasn't took effect. "honey oat, no pickles, more olives?" "yes please. 10q"

there is 1 thing impt.
i am looking for a flower ; i duno its name. It's a charming stalk. probably poisonous, nice to look at but not for me to touch. :(

I hurt a couple of souls recently i think. don't dare to say a few more times of apology, afraid of the chance to interact would allow em to fall back on me. i am the cause, the climax, the solution, the ending. Fucking bo liao. y did i put myself into things n solve em myself n go on a guilt trip myself. zzZ forget it forget it la, its over. more things for u to be bothered with.

Oh ah! I brought alien to cut hair ytd. Two way is realli shit. The woman ask if we haf preference of who to cut, max and justin oso left alr. I say bring one handsome one. she say "thomas can?" "THO-mass... oh nice name..can" i thot it'd be a sexy fellow. End up Malaysian! again. dun like. There's a sexier fellow in there with tattooed ear. i bet he's singaporean lor. but so young, maybe no experience. forget it la, end up i brought alien to my place for some touch up, trim n style. Woah.like one brand new shiny vespa classic. nice. lol. ok u always love ur work right.

I join em for movie i watched - Happy Birthday. Not fking happy at all. i watch it twice. 2nd time is fine. First time i cry til dun recognise house. Think its me and my nonsense. Related til v v far. Idiot. Apocalypto is powerhouse! Borat lame but ok la. R21, i sneaked thru 1.

Oh i had another nightmare just now, erm. Yuhui added me on friendster. I don't know if she sees this post one day. Upon seeing the invitation i didnt dare to accept nor decline. I don't appreciate the effort, don't want history to repeat itself. Coz i know i am just stressed up with her as my fren and tat caused me being not a v good fren but she thinks i am. -.-" i blocked her since 2-3 yrs ago. i think i didnt unblock n i dun haf her contact so... ha ha. Scully i accept n she send me gay messages, i cant help to like 'eeks!' . Erm. i duno wat am i feeling now. Dont like or hate or don't want or ok nvm. i duno. gaah. leave her invitation hanging. i decide tmr ba. :P

i picked up new hobby. Save $100 note. Ha ha. Got it exchange with me ok? :D

My room is so messy. i want to throw it away~~~!!!!!

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