no ways to run.
trapped.

justin first ask me over his place to check out new stuff.
i couldnt make it. i'm out with kaiyan n jiayi and i needa head home to get all the drawings n shit settled.
right, he went prawning instead; and asked me over.
i told u i cant. plus! i am tired. i cant even slp just bcoz i need to settle stuff.
he say call me when he's home. ok.
then he texted me again saying they'd b going supper.
My god. its not tat i dun want.
I really really cant afford to.
Cant u understand!!?! u wanna see me is ur problem. dun keep trying. i wont give in ok.
Really la.
u might as well go and die.
argh!!
i wan cry.

13 reasons why we shouldn't be tgt:

1- u r expecting too much and i am not your ideal angel from heaven
2- u r not happy being with me
3- i'm more pressurized than happy being with u
4- u test my patience too often, i cant stand it.
5- i have no time
6- u r sensitive
7- i don't exactly need a bf
8- u r too nice, u probably deserves somebody better
9- u'd only make me guilty with emo-blackmail seeing u sad most of e time coz of things i fail to do.
10- i'm schooling and u prolly don't see the importance coz u're working already.
11- i am too ignorant and u demand for too much sweet talkings
12- i have no mutual respect for u
13- We're incompatible

plus!
i am not pretty
i need more time for license and school
i don't love pampering
i ain't dependent
i miss thomas
i don't want to change others or allow others to change me
i would b stress free with no one worrying for me
i am not obligated
i smoke
i drink
i party
i lie
i act
i faked
i steal (not ur heart, but stuff)
i swear
i am mischiveous
i am indecisive
i am not used to initiating
i dislike calling pp
i am stubborn.

so how?

Oei
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