i need more time alone.

Fail prac 1.02. -.-"
wasnt able to concentrate.
hmm. i think go back tmr with jiayi.

on my way home alone,
i see a little clearer of me being carried away.
Side tracked from wat i wanted to do.
i think its time to find some time alone and get in tune.
to complete (accordingly):
1- Nick's restaurant
2- Arrange n install progs in desktop sui sui b4 sch starts
3- Mendocino Stock Balance
4- Revamp room (at least tidy up)\
5- Bike!
6- people.

so sian.
hate to fall in love.
screws up my plans.
if u ever have a chance; stay single.
-.-" contradicting i know.

recently i lost this pink adidas pouch.
Many many things inside.
- 2Gb Memory card tat could cost alot if i buy another
- 1Gb Thumbdrive tat consist of company's stock balance tat i need to redo! Fuck.
- Lock picks
- colourful safety pins i bought from Thai
- Liquid Paper
- Enlounge lighter
- pink guitar pick
- piercing needle
- lip n tongue studs
- fie necklace (bday present from jiayi n ky tat i think is rather costly)
- cigar case i kept since working at bisous
- paint markers (orange, red n gold)
- Revlon eyeliner
- Eye mo
- mini sewing kit
- cotton buds n pads n dental floss

ahhhhhhh....
i wan to die!

and my hair is so ugly!
i will never forget the stupid hairdresser Toshi from far east supercut.
An asshole tat doesnt ustd even basic english.
i said keep it as long as possible, more volume on fringe, nt too much layer and DON'T TOUCH MY PIERCING! he fulfil nth.He hooked my piercing 4 to 5 times, the last time it hurt so much tat i tear. i was so furious tat i didnt speak a word. i gave up hope on tat faggot. he could go n fuck his mom.

and thommy do tat blackmail thing to me again.
i made it so clear to 'bye, bye! u can agitate urself but leave me alone coz u wanted to stop contacting for i duno wat reasons and i am giving u wat u want nowyet he could still continue doing it. arghhh.
humans on earth r just beast taking one another for granted.
come showing u drastic emotional changes only when u're leaving.
i am miserable enough for the times we hanged out, stop making me brood over the unworthy.

now...
i don't see the point in living anymore.
hur hur.

Oei
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